July 9th, 2009

06:02 pm - Camping... So, I just got back from our camp up in Pennsylvania. Now, some of you may picture a nice log cabin, with fireplaces and things like that. Well, you'd be wrong. Our camp is actually a camp. It's a eight-by-forty foot trailer, that has no running water, so we have to use and outhouse, and there's no television or computer, and I've had some of the best times of my life up there. I have two older brothers and two older sisters, plus three in-laws. But back when I was younger, it was just the seven of us. It was always fun to go up there for two weeks, go hiking and fishing, and just playing around in the mountains of Pennsylvania. One of the best parts is that since there is no television or anything like that, there's just the radio to listen to. The station we listen to plays a lot of old country songs, ones I haven't heard in years. It has taught me that you don't really need a whole lot of fancy things in life to have fun. For us, all it took was a old green trailer. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Rodeo--Garth Brooks

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06:01 pm - Writer's Block: My Ideal Life Ten Years from Now… Happily married, with some kids, and writing. Current Mood: energetic Current Music: Rodeo--Garth Brooks Tags: ideal lifestyle, intel, intel sponsors of tomorrow, writer's block

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May 20th, 2009

07:53 pm - Long time... So, I know it's been a while, but it's been crazy. Let's see, my schedule for next year is probably going to suck, do to the fact that when I went up to my guidance counselor the first time, we picked out some classes. A really difficult schedule for next year. I want to go back up there and tell her I'm not taking two of the classes I told her I was, and instead taking two different classes, but she's either busy or not up there. On the plus side, my class ring comes in tomorrow. I don't really care about my school, so there's nothing about it on my ring, but I really like am and excited to get it. M.E.S. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Shook Me All Night Long--ACDC

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April 8th, 2009

04:45 pm - Finally, some good news. My dad told my mom who told me that if I didn't want to, I wouldn't have to re-take Anatomy. But, I now have to decide between French 3 and Psycology. Well, at leats I'll get to take one. M.E.S Current Mood: okay Current Music: Rockstar--Nickelback

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March 11th, 2009

08:20 pm - I'm ba-A-ck! Yes, I have returned! Our computer died, and it was a while before we could get one, but we did, and I'm so f-ing happy. So, let's see, what's new? Um, My parents have been acting more like jail wardens lately, I hate my school, my algebra 2 teacher hates me, and that's about it. Man, my life is boring. But, yeah, nothing much going on here. My birthday is next month, so I'm pretty excited for that. Seventeen! My boyfriend got me a puppy, but since my parents don't want me having one right now, it's going to stay at his house. It's a German Shepard/Golden Retriever mix, it's a girl, and her name is Bailey. Ta-ta for now. M.E.S Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Chicken Fried--Zac Brown Band

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January 29th, 2009

05:26 pm - To bored to think of a subject. So, school's okay. I guess. It felt like my brain was turning to mush though, today. Things are good with the boyfriend. Yeah, it turns out that their whispered conversation was about me! I knew it! Apparently, Boyfriend wanted my best friend to promise to him not to let me sleep with him if we ever end up engaged before we're married. That pissed me off. A lot. First of all, I hate it when people tell me what to do. Then, it's like he gets to decide what I get to do with MY life. He doesn't control it. It's my life to do with what I will. One, I don't think it's a sin to have sex before marriage. I don't think that you should just sleep with random people, but you know what I mean. Secondly, I make my own choices and my own judgments. No one will tell me what to do. If they do, I probably won't listen. It just really pissed me off that he did that. But, I'm semi-over it, and now my rant is over. Other than that, life is boring. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: The End Of Night--Phil Collins

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January 22nd, 2009

04:03 pm - Life. Sucks. Today started off pretty good. Until lunch. I sat down with my friend, and one of her friends, who I don't know and who was sort of incidentally involved in my and my boyfriend's fight last week, also sat down. She kind of kept looking over at me. I already didn't trust her before this, just because there's something about her. Then, I get back from dumping my tray, and I see my boyfriend and my friend talking. As I approach, I hear Boyfriend say "Promise me", which probably doesn't mean anything, but then Friend wouldn't tell me. Like I said, it probably doesn't mean anything, but still. Then they started talking again. It's actually really fucking annoying. I don't know. But that kind of put me in a bit of a bad mood. Which I took out on my mother after school. She's most likely used to it by now, though. I don't know what they were talking about, but I don't like it. I'm not going to turn on my cell phone until later tonight, though, in case my friend tries to call me, because I really shouldn't yell at her, and I would most likely end up doing that. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: These Are My People--Rodney Atkins

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January 14th, 2009

06:45 pm - Skanks... So, my boyfriend is giving me my space right now, since we got into a big fight last week and I told him I needed space, and he gave it to me. He didn't sit with me at lunch any of this week, and we haven't really talked. Today I look over to where he's sitting, and there's a girl beside him. She's laughing. I got jealous, which I didn't want to, because I've been contemplating breaking up with him, and this means, obviously, that I still like him, which I knew. But I'm not that happy right now, but that's another post all together. So, anyway, after my last class, he stops by my locker, asking me if I'm going a thing this Saturday. I say no, then saw that I saw him sitting with some girl at lunch. He says "Oh my God, that girl si so annoying", which makes me feel slightly better. So, I call him later in the afternoon, which s the first time in four days. I ask him why she's annoying. Apparently, she was flirting with him! I saw red. I'm not a jealous person, but I have some issues that sort of make me that way. The skank knew that he had a girlfriend too, seeing as how my boyfriend was talking to his friend about our fight. This girl, cough*hoe*cough, is in my first block. Now, I'm not going to do anything to her, unless she does it again. Then, I'll tell her off. If she still does it...well, I'm not going to punch someone unless they punch me first, but I'd be willing to make an exception. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Taking Over Me--Evanescence

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06:23 pm - Writer's Block: Back to School Forks High School in Forks, Washington. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: My Immortal--Evanescence Tags: high school, writer's block

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January 9th, 2009

07:38 pm - Writer's Block: Comfort Food I don't really eat that much when I'm upset, though I do eat, but listening to music is the only thing that really helps me. Current Mood: bored Current Music: We Didn't Start The Fire--Billy Joel Tags: food, solace, writer's block

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January 8th, 2009

07:12 pm - Is it too much? All I ask for, all anyone asks for, is a little appreciation. For the little things. I mean, I'll admit it, I do no miracles, but still. It's nice to hear a thanks and good job every now and then. I mean, I don't even think my parents will miss me when I leave for college in a year and a half. I've kept saying that I won't miss them, and I know I won't, not to be mean, but all my brothers and sisters keeping insisting that I will. They don't get it. They don't understand. See, I can't wait for college. I hate high school. Sure, I love my friends and my boyfriend is awesome, but I just hate my high school. I can't wait until I get to leave this stupid town and get to go back, hopefully, to the place I call my home. I want to get away from this place and form my parents. Every kid wants that, no matter if they say it or not. BUt apparently, I can't. I was mentioning this to my sister, and she talked back to me as if I was some monster for wanting to get away from my parents. She's even said it before. I'm the one stuck here. I have to bear it all. Everyone else can leave if they want. I can't. This is why I can't wait for college. But, can I say this anyone in my family? No. If I did, then I'm the horrible child who then everyone will call and yell when I don't call from college every fucking weekend. Because I won't. Sure, they'll call me, but I won't call them except every couple of weeks. Is it just too much to ask for this? Current Mood: cranky Current Music: All For Love--Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart and Sting.

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December 23rd, 2008

06:21 pm - Happy Holidays! I just wanted to say that I hope that veeryone has a great and awesome time during the holidays! I will be spending it with my parents and one of my sisters. Let me just say that I'm glad she has her own apartment, because I've alreayd almost killed her once today. But, happy holidays, and a happy New Year! M.E.S Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Real Man--Tim McGraw

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November 29th, 2008

10:37 pm - Twilight... So, I saw the Twilight movie today. I thought it was awesome. I love Robert Pattinson as Edward, and I loved the entire cats, and I thought that they did an excellent job making the movie. I loved the cameo. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Hillbilly Deluxe-- Brooks&Dunn

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